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Postcard from Asheville, N.C.
The man who is always imploring others to “stand in their power” was feeling like a frightened little boy, vulnerable and powerless. “What is going on here, Siegel?” I berated myself.
I met Gregory in Provincetown this August; we felt an immediate connection. I invited him to Asheville, and at the beginning of October he visited me for a week. It was a wonderful visit, and I asked him back for a month. After thinking it over for awhile (he is a “Theodore Thinker”), he accepted my invitation. We set the dates. He would come toward the end of November, spend Thanksgiving, and leave sometime after Christmas.
Now it was November, and he had not bought his ticket. I asked him if he was still coming, and he said yes. Still I found myself feeling vulnerable and scared. The man known as a powerhouse in business was little more than a “wuss” in relationships.
Relationships provide an excellent means for self-discovery; there is no harsher mirror. Looking closer at my feelings of powerlessness, themes of abandonment and rejection began to arise. Being gentle with myself, I began to see the source of my discomfort. Daphne Rose Kingma’s wonderful little book Loving Yourself helped me to understand.
I am also coming to understand that these feelings of powerlessness may not be so bad after all. By becoming vulnerable perhaps I’ll crack the hard protective shell and find my heart.
Below is my article on life themes, a concept from Daphne Rose Kingma’s Loving Yourself: Four Steps to a Happier You.
The Power of Life Themes
Each of us has a “life theme,” according to Daphne Rose Kingma, psychotherapist and author of Loving Yourself: Four Steps to a Happier You. A life theme is a single psychological issue that is the lesson plan for our lives.
For some, life themes dictate personal mission or life’s purpose. And no other factor is as important as our life theme in coloring our self-esteem and helping or hindering our ability to accept and love ourselves.
Life themes reflect our deepest wound, and many - including me - find their life purpose through their life theme.
All her life, my mother wanted a daughter. Pregnant at thirty-nine, she knew I was her last chance. You can imagine her disappointment when the doctor announced I was a boy.
From birth, I felt I was not okay as I was. To earn my parents’ love, I strived to be someone else. Now at fifty-one, I know my life’s purpose is to help others “stand in their power by becoming the full expression of all they are.” Inherent in my mission is the belief that we are perfect just as we are.
Life themes feed inner critics. My life theme of rejection eggs onmy inner critic, who taunts:
"If people knew who you really were, they would not love you."
"You don't deserve to be included."
"If only you were (smarter, more in shape, or accepting) people would like you."
And this negative self-talk shapes my concept of self.
According to Kingma, life themes fall into six broad categories:
5. Emotional Suffocation
If you were neglected and rejection is your life theme, you may:
If abandonment is your issue, then you may:
If abuse is a life theme, then you may:
If you were rejected, you may:
If you suffered from emotional suffocation, then you may:
If your life theme is deprivation, you may:
If you are like me you identify with several of these themes. My dad was a workaholic (abandonment) and my mother treated me as a spouse (emotional suffocation). While these two themes play out in my life, rejection takes the lead role. In my experience working with clients, one central theme is almost always more prevalent.
Looking over your history, can you determine what caused your life theme to become your central issue? Many clients feel disloyal when they blame their parents. “They did the best they could,” many say. While your parents most likely did their best, it was still not enough. None of us has ever been loved perfectly. It’s a fact of life.
“Loving yourself is the greatest work you will do in this life. In a sense it is your only work,” Kingma wisely writes. Life themes negatively impact our image of ourselves when we are not conscious of them. Learning to work with our life themes builds self-acceptance, self-esteem, and self-love.
I found these four questions particularly helpful in exploring my life theme. I hope you’ll find them useful, too.
One: How has my life theme defined me? Put another way, what roles am I playing because of my life theme?
I have taken on the roles of rebel, outsider, and artist because of my life theme of rejection.
Two: How does my life theme negatively impact my life?
“I feel superior to others (often masking my low self-esteem).”
“I become judgmental.”
“I look for what separates me from others instead of what we share in common.”
Three: What benefit(s) do I derive by holding on to this central theme?
This question delivered a big “aha” to me. I realized that if I don’t belong, then I am special.
Four: What are two ways that I could benefit by letting go of my central theme?
I could build a stronger, closer network of friends.
I could go to a party, enjoy myself, and not be exhausted at the end of the evening.
Five: How could my life theme point me to my purpose or mission?
For me, it was easy. For others, it’s much harder. Still, all of us can find clues by examining our life’s theme. One client, a South Carolina couples therapist, discovered that her theme of abandonment lead her to adopt the mission of helping couples build safe, secure, stable, and sane relationships.
Life themes become limiting beliefs when not examined, and limiting beliefs are the glass ceilings that prevent us from reaching for the stars. When we identify our life themes we come closer to finding our mission or purpose in life. By working with our life themes, we become more self-accepting and self-affirming. We lead happier and more meaningful lives.
Copyright Randy Siegel 2006. All rights reserved.